Hi, My name is Greg or Bingus
I wrote this website around 2 years ago, I have left all the blog posts up, but I have changed significantly in the last 2 years This website forced me to reflect on my ambition. In this relfection I came to the realisation that I had so many dreams, but I was acting on none of them. I was trapped in fear, this showed itself in my writing, I rediscovered a love for failure and growth. through these last two years I have completely changed who I am. I am more asssertive, more confident and more daring than I had ever hoped. My idenitty is maluable and I immersed myself in a personal spirituality I thought I had completely abandon. In this spiritual seeking I evolved to love my body and form. I advocate and genuinely hope everyone gets to experience the full strength and power of the body they have been given. If you are sleeping well and working out, you are 90% of the way to achieving every single dream you have ever had. Our bodies are temples and vessels for commmunicating with the world around us. My hope is that in my writing I can express my true love and fervor for life. I would be honoured if my writing were ever the catalyst for your action.
Growing up, I was raised in a Christian home, this laid the groundwork for much of the spiritual understanding that would shape my formative teen years. I lived a rather sheltered and privelaged life, both my parents were upper middle class and we often went on annual overseas holidays. It wouldn't be until my time in university I would see how different the world was to what I had been sold. As a part of this experience I began to meet new people and see the world through a completel different world view. This was supported by my studies of international studies and politics. University was a chaotic time, I wouldn't change how it happened, but there was no firm ground beneath my feet. I met my to be fiance during this time online on omeagle. She is from Italy and this is perhaps the most stable relationship I have held in my life. She is the love of my life and the most beautiful human being I have ever met. The privelage of being with her is something I never take for granted. Upon reflection I think university taught me that many things are life are fluid. If you become restricted or hardened in your being you not only deny yourself growth, but often you slow the growth of those around you. I am a relational nomad in many ways. I truly believe friendships and relationships are much like identity and ego, something that can adn should change with time.
Today, many of those friendships I formed in university are no longer with me, I am a different person in a different time. My life is far divorced from who I was to return to those friendships would only serve to slow the enlightenment of others and myself. Similarly I discovered not too long after university, that my dad was a pedophile. This information was kept from me by my mother and lead to many shifts in my family relationships. I think many of these experiences led me to who I am today. Someone who is maluable in my ego, a spiritual seeker, and a constant learner. It is only from myself which I can change. I am fitter than I have ever been in my life. More ambitous, and have a greater understanding of the role I am to play in my life. I write this information not to shock, but instead to provide a context to avoid misunderstanding in my writing.
If anything on my story resonated with you, or you have any questions regarding how navigating transitional periods in life I'd be honoured if you got in touch. At the top of this page you can find my email or book a call.